I've felt the overwhelming storm of emotions and the infinite nag of emptiness. I understand, I remember thinking and feeling I wouldn't even be missed and that I just wanted it all to end. Truth is you matter, you can't see it right now but you make an impact on others. Your life still has potential! Reach out and try to grab hold of some hope. You are strong, you've made it this far and you can keep going. It WILL get better. Reach out for help. Most importantly don't just go, stay. Make it through today, then tomorrow, then this week, then next week and continue going one day at a time. Sending love and light.
I'm a wife of 20 years to a husband that consistently chooses to love me despite my flaws and a mother of 3 wonderful, loving and giving children. I have 6 babies waiting for me up in Heaven. I'm imperfect, often broken and learning; you will see many aspects of what makes me the person I am throughout this blog. You will find no condemnation from me. I have my fair share of problems and battles, I win some and lose some but by God's grace I'm continuing in the good fight. I'm attempting to live life authentically and I enjoy the many blessings God has given both in happiness and pain. I don't have any formal education in Biblical Studies and I don't claim to be an expert. I'm just sharing experiences and lessons I am learning or trying to learn as I go through life.