Interview with midwife

Ok it really irks me that I take 3 hours out of my evening especially when I'm not feeling well just to be given the I'm sorry I wish there's more I could do line. No how about if you were 99% sure you weren't going to help me then you should have saved me time and sanity by being forthcoming and just keep that 1% of false hope for someone else. I'd been in contact with her since the middle of September about a possible homebirth and she was at first okish with traveling 130 miles to our home and then by the time we met she had no idea who I was and instantly shut down that plan then mentioned maybe if I came to her part way but then said oh I'm not comfortable with caring for you after discussing the meds I had been on. Blah. It's for the best anyway.