My Build a Bear I made in Memory of Ean to hug or sleep with when I’m really struggling. I put a little piece of his blanket inside. Our oldest daughter made a Husky and has a little piece of his blanket inside hers too.
We were going to Build a Bear and I heard this, the lyrics to this song I definitely identify with especially since I thought I’d be so much stronger and maybe I am but sometimes I feel like everyone must be thinking I should be more than I am. Holding on and know I need the Lord’s help both in the good and the bad circumstances.
🎶 Hold, hold me up
And take me in
I'm losing it
So maybe I fall
Maybe I fail
Maybe my heart's not made of stone
Maybe you'll see
Secrets I’d never want to show
But I can’t help it
I'm not superhuman
Don't let me fall apart🎶
Precious Boy so loved by Mommy, Daddy, Brother and his two Sisters. He arrived in Heaven when his heart stopped at 13w2d on October 26, 2017. His body was delivered October 30, 2017 @ 10:30PM. He was 4.25in long and weighed 0.96oz. He was laid to rest November 4, 2017 @ 2PM. He will be forever loved and remembered. Ean Rigel is his first and middle name for privacy reasons last name is withheld.
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