My Ean Build A Bear

My Build a Bear I made in Memory of Ean to hug or sleep with when I’m really struggling. I put a little piece of his blanket inside. Our oldest daughter made a Husky and has a little piece of his blanket inside hers too.

We were going to Build a Bear and I heard this, the lyrics to this song I definitely identify with especially since I thought I’d be so much stronger and maybe I am but sometimes I feel like everyone must be thinking I should be more than I am. Holding on and know I need the Lord’s help both in the good and the bad circumstances.

🎶 Hold, hold me up
And take me in
I'm losing it
Lost again
So maybe I fall
Maybe I fail
Maybe my heart's not made of stone
Maybe you'll see
Secrets I’d never want to show
But I can’t help it
I'm not superhuman
I'm breaking
Don't let me fall apart🎶