Valentine's Banquet

Went to church today and they had the Valentine's Banquet because last Sunday was too icy. Daddy stayed home with our toddler because she had a head cold so our son, oldest daughter and I went. I bawled during the special Trust in You.

Letting go of every single dream
I lay each one down at Your feet
Every moment of my wandering
Never changes what You see
I try to win this war
I confess, my hands are weary, I need Your rest
Mighty warrior, king of the fight
No matter what I face You're by my side

When You don't move the mountains
I'm needing You to move
When You don't part the waters
I wish I could walk through
When You don't give the answers
As I cry out to You
I will trust, I will trust, I will trust in You

Truth is, You know what tomorrow brings
There's not a day ahead You have not seen
So let all things be my life and breath
I want what You want Lord and nothing less

When You don't move the mountains
I'm needing You to move
When You don't part the waters
I wish I could walk through
When You don't give the answers
As I cry out to You
I will trust, I will trust, I will trust in You
I will trust in You

You are my strength and comfort
You are my steady hand
You are my firm foundation
The rock on which I stand
Your ways are always higher
Your plans are always good
There's not a place where I'll go
You've not already stood

I've told 4 people I'm pregnant and asked them to pray, it's been nice to share the joy although there's the ache in my heart from losing Ean and Granny. Knowing when the time to share joyful news during sadness is difficult so we've not known when to tell Papa but it'll be soon.