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4/2/2018

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I wish I had a better report today. Before the technician actually said it we were able to see for ourselves our baby didn’t have a heartbeat anymore, today I’d be 10w2d. We don’t know when this happened, we recorded the heartbeat March 20th at 8w3d and thought we heard it for a couple seconds at 9 weeks but weren’t able to locate at 9w6d or 10w. My uterus is tipped so that is one explanation for baby measuring small but maybe there was something more to it genetically. There’s no way our dates were off and hearing a heartbeat by doppler would have been impossible if I was going by the ultrasound date, my first ultrasound at 6w2d baby measured 5w6d and no heartbeat was seen, second ultrasound at 7w2d baby measured 6w2d and had a heartbeat of 125bpm and today at 10w2d baby measured 7w5d and no heartbeat. Doctor says this far along miscarriage is for sure going to happen, a heartbeat was seen and heard and now neither, a heart doesn’t just stop and restart. Now I stop the progesterone supplementation and it’s just a matter of time but if it doesn’t happen naturally I’ll have to have surgery. Keep our family in prayer please, so much loss and we still haven’t processed it all.
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    Precious Baby so loved by Mommy, Daddy, Brother and his two Sisters. This precious baby was our little rainbow after a storm, our remaining ember of hope and an answer to prayer. On April 2, 2018 when I was 10w2d pregnant we learned our baby no longer had a heartbeat and was only measuring around 8 weeks. We believe this precious baby was a boy. He arrived in Heaven when his heart stopped at 8w4d on March 21, 2018.  His body was delivered at 12w on April 14, 2018 @ 3:20PM.  He was laid to rest April 16, 2016 about 3:40PM. Riley Ember and Ean Rigel are buried together and are in Heaven together with their other two siblings. Riley Ember will be forever loved and remembered.

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  • My Losses
    • Why It’s Not “Just a Miscarriage”
    • Ean Rigel (Blog)
    • Riley Ember (Blog)
    • Pictures (ONLY CLICK TABS IF YOU WANT TO SEE THEM. *Disclaimer: Images may be disturbing for some) >
      • Pictures of Ean. He was not full term, he was 13w2d when his heart stopped and he stopped growing.
      • Pictures of Riley. He was 8w4d when his heart stopped and he stopped growing, and he was delivered at 12 weeks.
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