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Anxiety

4/8/2018

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The end of pregnancy brings much anxiety whether it’s a healthy full term pregnancy and birth can occur any moment or if it’s a missed miscarriage and you’re waiting any moment to miscarry ending the pregnancy. Difference is at the end of a healthy full term pregnancy there’s usually joy and with a missed miscarriage while grief begins the moment you hear there’s no heartbeat it becomes more intense once you’re no longer carrying the baby. When you’re unsure of when delivery will occur it generally won’t stop you from leaving home at full term but with miscarriage it’s terrifying because you fear you’ll lose your baby down a public toilet. This side of Heaven we’ll never know why we lost Riley Ember or even know gender for sure because sending baby for testing they won’t return for burial. I just know most likely the loss was caused by something genetic that couldn’t be prevented and I believe Riley Ember was a boy. So I wait and I pray that I don’t have to have surgery so we’re still able to bury Riley Ember.
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    Riley Ember

    Precious Baby so loved by Mommy, Daddy, Brother and 3 siblings. This precious baby was our little rainbow after a storm, our remaining ember of hope and an answer to prayer. On April 2, 2018 when I was 10w2d pregnant we learned our baby no longer had a heartbeat and was only measuring around 8 weeks. We believe this precious baby was a boy. He arrived in Heaven when his heart stopped at 8w4d on March 21, 2018.  His body was delivered at 12w on April 14, 2018 @ 3:20PM.  He was laid to rest April 16, 2016 about 3:40PM. Riley Ember, Ean Rigel and Willow Rayne are buried together and are in Heaven together with their other four siblings. Riley Ember will be forever loved and remembered.

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    • Why It’s Not “Just a Miscarriage”
    • Ean Rigel (Blog)
    • Riley Ember (Blog)
    • Pictures (ONLY CLICK TABS IF YOU WANT TO SEE THEM. *Disclaimer: Images may be disturbing for some) >
      • Pictures of Ean. He was not full term, he was 13w2d when his heart stopped and he stopped growing, he was born 13w6d.
      • Pictures of Riley. He was 8w4d when his heart stopped and he stopped growing, and he was born at 12 weeks.
      • Pics of Willow. She was 8w2d when her heart stopped and she stopped growing; she was born 10w6d.
  • Never Forgotten Babies
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