I love you precious babies
A Dad Hurts Too
Went to the graveyard today and put new flowers up at the graves. I’m not technically visiting my babies or Granny, I know they are up in Heaven but I do want their graves to look nice. I just feel it’s one way to continue showing how loved and thought of they are and anyone that looks will know they were important to someone.
Went and prayed at my babies grave today. It’s amazing the growth in 5 weeks. I had to pull grass from covering the name plates, get weeds growing in the flowers out and throw mowed grass clippings off but it looked a little better by time I left. I’ll change flowers out soon.
Lit my candles today in remembrance and thankfulness for those gone on before and those still with us. Flowers are from Ean & Riley’s grave and the purple rose is for Granny. Candles lit for: my biological mom Linda in Heaven, Ma/Granny in Heaven, Von/Nana in Heaven, 4 babies in Heaven, 3 children still with us and 1 for a healthy baby we pray to hold one day.
I'm a wife of 20 years to a husband that consistently chooses to love me despite my flaws and a mother of 3 wonderful, loving and giving children. I have 6 babies waiting for me up in Heaven. I'm imperfect, often broken and learning; you will see many aspects of what makes me the person I am throughout this blog. You will find no condemnation from me. I have my fair share of problems and battles, I win some and lose some but by God's grace I'm continuing in the good fight. I'm attempting to live life authentically and I enjoy the many blessings God has given both in happiness and pain. I don't have any formal education in Biblical Studies and I don't claim to be an expert. I'm just sharing experiences and lessons I am learning or trying to learn as I go through life.